This week has not been easy. I am still struggling with the writing even thought I “feel” better. How can you want to do something and be so scared that you don’t do anything at all? I don’t get it, I don’t like this part of me that is so easily distracted and convinced that things are hard or impossible.
So I’m going to get my turtle butt in gear. I’m not leaving the house until I have written something. I don’t care what but something. I don’t want this pattern I have going to become a habit so I better change it now.
Why is chasing your dreams hard? Shouldn’t it be easy to be motivated to do what you “love” to do? Oh wait, but then there is all the ego, real life, self-esteem crap that goes along with it. I am only going to stick with one piece of advice today “real writers write” and that is what makes them different from the people who want to write. So here I go, writing.